"You've been married FIVE times, are living with a man, and
engaging in sex before marriage."
Words of condemnation? Was Jesus telling her she was unclean
and needed to repent? OR were these words of compassion spoken from Love
Himself? Perhaps revealing her secret in order to receive her heart.
He knew her. He knew her pain. He knew her past. He knew her present. At that very moment,
Jesus became the face of the Father that loves us no matter how stained
and soiled we are. Right smack dab in the middle of her mess,
He initiates a relationship with her.
This woman knew all about religion and the law. I’m sure her
family taught her the rules and traditions of what "worship" was to
look like. Yet her heart still ached. There was a void that wasn't
being filled by knowing all the right things to say and do. She probably
mastered the "art" of appearing religious, while maintaining
a hidden lifestyle. She grew to understand that acceptance and
love are only given when you act a certain way and maintain a certain
look. Yet Jesus comes along and shows her another way. He wasn’t
interested in her weekly "timecard punch” at church, her singing a few
songs, her fluent Christian lingo, or her proper and polite speech... He
wanted her eyes to be opened to true worship. Worship is about Him having all
of her, and her having all of Him. True worship is birthed out of relationship.
He says, "I want you to understand My heart toward you. I
want you to know that I love you regardless of yourself. I know all your
weaknesses and sin struggles, and I still love you. I already know that
apart from My Spirit you cannot fix it yourself. It’s out of a love
relationship with Me where your true freedom is found. Stop trying.
Stop beating yourself up because you keep messing up. The more you
drink of My life-giving water, you will learn how to just be. It
won't be striving anymore for you. The only "doing" you need is
to stay close to Me. Staying close to Me is what worship is all
about. As I pour into you, who I've created you to be
will come out naturally."
Drawing from a source
That is only temporary
A thirst never quenched
Issues only buried
A desire that is craved
But you never truly get
No matter how much you
have
The need is never met
You’ll never again thirst
It’ll become a well
within you
In which eternal life is
birthed
If I told you all your
secrets
And counted your failed
tries
Would you draw from My well?
Where you’ll finally be
satisfied?
(John 4)
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